Beach season 2016

 

I don´t know about you, but I´m ready for summer! Winter has just come to Norway, it´s freezing cold, we´ve got lots of snow and I´m already fed up, so I´m using my blog as an escape yet again. So let me pack a light bag to somewhere exotic and invite you over for an umbrella drink! 😉 p00170071-slip-on-striped-platform-sandals-bundle_1

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Istanbul

Omg, I´m in Istanbul today and had I not posted my delay on Fb, I most probably wouldn´t have heard about the terror attack! :-/ Turkish Airlines is a rubbish company and so I solemnly declare that this was my first and last time with them! I almost lost my connection on my way to Romania on account of their delay and now, on my way back to Oslo, they were so late that I had to spend my entire afternoon in line for a new ticket, with a wannabe Don Juan hitting on me incessantly. Arghhh! I tried everything- passive, passive-agressive, bitter, annoyed, arrogant, but nothing seemed to work, he was so sure of himself it made me vomit. Finally he got a ticket to Algeria this evening and I´m on the first plane to Oslo tomorrow, so I was spared for his company the rest of the day. Phew!

I got a 5 stars´ hotel room somewhere “in the city”, even needed to purchase a visa, since I´m a Norwegian citizen (when does that ever happen, that being Norwegian is worse than being Romanian?!), but by 5 o´clock I was too tired to explore anything. I went straight to the minibar and found me the white wine, changed into a comfortable gown and nibbled on some pistachio chocolate.  And at 7 o´clock dinner was served, the free kind of dinner that´s just so very sad you feel like shedding a tear or two. haha! Tasted all right, but I´d rather have paid for a jolly atmosphere.

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Hush, baby

Hush, baby, don´t say the words

It´s better we leave things like this,

Easier to part with the body,

When you haven´t seen the soul.

 

I don´t need your tenderness,

There´s no tomorrow anyways

Let´s just fall asleep like this

And pretend to be lovers

For a night.

 

January, 2016

Bucharest

I asked my doctor some years ago if he´s sure I´m not bipolar and he said yes. But while re-reading what I wrote yesterday, I can´t help but wonder if I should get a second opinion. 😉

Today I´m fine. I spent a fortune at Max Mara and Stefanel, but that´s not the reason. The sun is shining and I´m in love with Bucharest again. It´s always been a constant in my life and right now I need as many constants as possible.

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Ramblings

It´s refreshing to be back in Bucharest, where most of my family and friends live, I let myself be dragged into its moist grip, I venture in it like in the arms of a lover.

As I do it, I´m trying to get a grasp of myself in the mirrors of the city. I sometimes catch a glimpse of my old self, familiar gestures go through me with the violence of an ambush. I go to the same places and although they smell the same, they bring me in a slight state of faint.

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Plane ride

Haven´t had a bite since yesterday

And my head aches like hell

And so does my neck

I forgot to take my pills again.

 

The guy next to me is a decent kid

I just can´t get why he didn´t shower

He stinks of curry sweat and it´s making me sick

to my stomach.

 

I can´t move seats, though

This politeness thing is a big deal with me

Although I feel like saying

Fuck me, who cares about politeness

These days, anyways?

 

Who cares about anything anymore?

It´s just a silly front, anyhow

Let me have another coffee

I´ll breathe in your curry sweat

Or should I get wine?

 

January, 2016

On the plane

The Turkish Airlines steward reeks of cheap cologne

And I haven´t seen anybody this jolly in ages

I almost feel like slapping him, poor fellow!

 

“Coffee?”

“Coffee would be nice”

“Coffee on ice?”

“What? No! Plain”

“Haha, I misunderstood”

“No worries, I say!”

Wipe that smirk before I do, I think to myself.

 

My fellow passenger wakes me up

He needs to use the restroom

“Sorry, didn´t mean to be rude”, I say

“It´s just that I´m not myself”

He stares (I love making people uncomfortable!)

“Is it your throat? I have drops”, he says

“My throat? No, it´s my heart.”

“No cure for that, I´m afraid.”

 

It´s amazing how I´m crumbling down

Within myself

And I still think of being polite.

 

January, 2016

Bullshit

Bullshit, I feel like saying out loud!

I know I should restrain myself, but I can´t!

Arghhh! Such bullshit!

Forget it! Keep it to yourself, I don´t want to know!

 

Whatever. I´m busy enough as I am

I don´t need this shit, too

You probably get that, too

I only go with the heart

It´s good we´re not all alike.

 

January, 2016

Louboutin love story

My love story with the fabulous Louboutin shoes began 4 years ago when I was interpreting in a 3 months’ long human trafficking case in Bergen. I would pass by a luxury store on my way “home” to the hotel every single day and drool on a particular pair-beige Oxfords with laces. Until I had to buy them one day, and they’re still my most outrageous treat, to this day! 😉cx-ngupuwaairdm Continue reading