Ramblings

It´s refreshing to be back in Bucharest, where most of my family and friends live, I let myself be dragged into its moist grip, I venture in it like in the arms of a lover.

As I do it, I´m trying to get a grasp of myself in the mirrors of the city. I sometimes catch a glimpse of my old self, familiar gestures go through me with the violence of an ambush. I go to the same places and although they smell the same, they bring me in a slight state of faint.

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Again

“You tick a lot of boxes”, you said

I like that, it´s a new one

The saying things we wouldn´t say in our 20s

Like “No bullshit, please, I´m too old for that!”

 

“What would make you happy?”

I´m wondering sometimes

Me! I´d make me happy

If I just found out who I was for sure.

 

I went to the movies on my own last week

So much choice, what a treat!

I´ll be going again on Saturday

It´s part of the process, I guess

Not sure about the process,

Loving the movie part, though.

 

December, 2015

Blue tones

I found these beauties on Pinterest and they describe my mood nowadays. Although today was a glorious day- the sun was shining and I had a couple of assignments that felt more like hanging out with buddies than actual working- my mind has been dark and melancholic for a while now. I´m difficult to please, I need a lot of variation so I don´t drown in the mundane and at the same time a lot of sleep, I constantly search for a way to get more satisfaction from my daily life without having to resort to shopping as a means of instant gratification, and so on and so forth. It´s not as bad as it sounds, but the regular series watching and other people´s post work out joy doesn´t cut it for me. To sum it up in a funny way: I need some cheap hobbies! Haha! 😉 I´m thinking of taking up photography for real. I also enjoy reading, but for now I don´t have the peace of mind needed. Any other suggestions?

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