Hi! I´m back before you had the chance to miss me! 😉 The days are sunny and long and I “pray” that nobody needs my services, so I can just lounge around all day long. I´m still going through the motions, there´s lots of things I don’t have the energy to get sorted yet, but I´m doing much better, opening letters, sweeping the floors and preparing dinner without the feeling that the world will come crushing down on me.
Poetry eludes me again,
Between sick, busy and in love
There´s little time to ponder.
I want to write about good stuff, too
But I don´t know how
It´s like I´m more private with happiness
Than I am with sorrow,
People are usually the other way around.
I read somewhere once that happiness
Is boring to write about
Because we´re all happy in the same way
Whereas unhappiness is individual-
That´s where the real beauty lies.
I don´t know about you
But I´ll take happy any day
I´ll smile from ear to ear
Just because I can
And if that makes me silly
So be it,
I caught my own eye in a window
The other day:
I haven´t been so beautiful in ages.
Good bye, sweet lover
Wish I could say you were a blast,
But I don´t do blast
I only do love or sorrow.
When I told that to the psychologist,
He didn´t raise an eyebrow,
He simply said- it´s your way
And I thought to myself- Finally!
Even if I pay him to do so,
It´s kind of empowering anyways.
I have a date tonight
High heels and red lips
The usual “trick”
Wonder if I can trick myself into it, too.