I´ve been feeling sad today
And I can neither blame it on PMS,
Nor on the feeling of unrequited love.
I don´t really know why I´m sad now
Meaning if I´m sad because I´m sad,
Or if I´m sad because I´m happy
And since happy is not a familiar place,
I hurry back to sad
Because I can do sad better.
Am I this broken, or is this normal?
Listening to Amy Winehouse-
“At least I´m not drinking”, she sings-
I wish I could drink myself senseless,
So I don´t feel a damn thing
Feeling is overrated,
My depression seems alluring now.