Pain

Pure pain at the sight of

Someone you care for

Dissolving before your very eyes.

 

What could I say

It´s too late for words

And hugs just make us realize

The distance

Between two bodies

That no longer feel connected.

 

Next time I´d rather die

Than fall out of love.

 

April 2016

 

 

All over again

You´ve never been sad

Until sad is all you can feel,

Until sadness takes your sleep away

And you feel yourself dissolve

Into a pool of sweat and fear

Too weak to let go

Too tired to keep going.

 

That kind of sadness

Is a special kind of hell-

Only known to the ones of us

Who feel with every inch of our skin.

 

It´s only when you´ve mourned the loss of love

On your own or in the arms of others,

That you can fully understand

How lucky you are to fall in love again.

 

April, 2016