Happy again

Life sure has a way of catching you off guard and surprise the hell out of you. Just when you´ve given it all up and diagnosed yourself as a hopeless misfit, you find yourself happy again. At first it´s such a new emotion you don´t know what to do with it, or with yourself, for that matter. You panic, you cry, you break down. Just in case it needs to be done. Because it´s so beautiful it can´t possibly last. And you know what a hole it will leave in your existence if it doesn´t. But then it´s so good, so patient and so persistent, not asking anything from you that you´re not ready to give, not leaving you waiting, not playing with your feelings, not fucking it all up. So after a while you give in. 😉 And this very feeling is what makes life worth living, I swear!

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I´m so high on life again, I´m so high on coffee, on sunshine, on moonlight, on friendship, on human contact, on human emotion, I´m so high on you!

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I´ve been a better mommy for Sam and Beo, too, ´cause I can sit still again, I can enjoy a magazine and a cup of coffee without breaking down in tears and taking a hundred showers, just to have something to do and not throw myself out of the window.

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Work has been steady, but either too busy or too slow, which kind of suits me just fine, ´cause when I´m at home, I can concentrate on myself and my chores instead of running around.

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This week we´ve had winter break here and the weather has been amazing, so I´ve been able to draw my breath a bit. I´m almost up to date with billing and laundry again, who would have thought?! 😉 haha

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Been drinking loads of coffee and eating lots of sweets. Oops! I need to stop that right away, otherwise I´ll get some seriously curvy hips! 😉

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Even hosted a small dinner party the other day, what do you know? 😉

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I don´t care much for going out in general and Oslo is so divided, meaning you´ll either find hipster places or the right out tacky ones, where people literally flash their money. So I discovered that hotel lobbies can be an ok alternative, if you don´t like standing in the crowd and people stepping on your toes. And they´re usually good with drinks. 😉

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Yesterday I saw an amazing movie- Youth (La giovinezza) by Paolo Sorrentino, I´ll make sure to write a review soon. In the meantime, go see it if you can, it´s a masterpiece! ❤

Have a glorious weekend!

xxx, alina

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