The Passing into the New Year

This New Year´s Eve was my personal low as far as I can remember and yet it turned out pretty cosy in the end. After a tearful day with lots of Amy Winehouse “Love is a Losing Game” and the feeling that 2016 would never come and I´d die the loneliest person on the planet, after drinking Prosecco as soon as I got home (13:30) and wailing in the bedroom for a couple of hours, I decided I should take a shower, put on my face, bake a cake and take a cab to my cousin´s, ´cause by that time Sam was already terrified by fireworks and I barely managed to drag him after me 10 feet.

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He offered to cook and I was happy to bring a home-made cake, some wine, as well as flowers. And even happier I could stay the night and didn´t have to attend any party where I´d be forced to “fit in” and end up feeling even worse than I already did. Haha! IMG_8669

So I chilled with my buddy Sam by the couch, as well as under the table, where he was shivering like a leaf in the wind. :-/ Poor baby! He even followed me to the bathroom, whenever I´d go! :-/IMG_8661

Man in action. 😉 And he´s single! So you go, girls! 😉 (if you like tatoos. haha!)IMG_8676

Watching a French movie with Jean Reno, my boy next to me. By this time it was probably 1 o´clock am, so the fireworks had started to cool off. Thank God, Sam thought!IMG_8679The day after, pretty hammered, make-up “still on”, snoozing and chilling with the saddest movie one could ever pick for the New Year´s- “Naked with the Wolves”. Haha! It´s almost like the “Pajama Boy”, only sadder. As a friend of mine put it a couple of weeks ago, “I treat everybody so well, except myself.” haha! What can I say?! haha! I couldn´t agree more! 😉 It´s an important movie, though, so I´d rather see it sooner than later. 😉
IMG_8680Happy New Year, peeps! May 2016 be a journey of growth, love and self-acceptance! And all the good superficial things that make the week days worthwhile!

xxx, Alina

4 thoughts on “The Passing into the New Year

  1. I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through such a painful time! Hang in there – I’m sure Sam would be happy to help in any way he can. 🙂

  2. Oh Alina! I hate to think of you going through so much..you are such a positive, strong lady. I send you love…and I’m glad you have the big, strong furry fella by your side….little steps xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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